[Episode 34]
Don't give me that face.
If your child doesn't exist like you said,
...I'm barking up the wrong tree and you will be the winner.
But you better watch out in the opposite case.
I'll hunt you down to the ends of the earth and find her.
How can you find a child that doesn't exist?
Your vain efforts will end soon...
...when Jaejoon marries Esol.
Did Esol leave work when you have an interview?
I let her go since they will write about me.
Here's your lunch. Ms. Bae ordered it especially for you.
The interview starts at two.
Are you okay?
Isn't it spoiled? It smells bad.
It's okay with me.
Delivered just now. You may eat.
Thank you.
It's strange. Why do I keep retching?
Then...
So this is your office.
What a big face.
Her face must be known to everybody in his hospital.
What should I do?
Jaejoon, my parents and I are going to your school now.
If my face is known there, it will be a disaster.
Where's the party held?
Usually it should be a hotel,
...but you know Professor Jang.
The squalid Faculty House.
Who are you texting when I'm talking?
This is invasion of privacy.
I'll take it.
It's obvious you will keep texting there.
You'll get it back later.
Mom.
Here we are. Go in that way.
-There? -Yes.
Let's pay our respects to him before the party starts.
Mom...
So your girlfriend is a cook?
When will you serve noodles?
Excuse me? Noodles?
I'm thinking about advancing our wedding date.
Yeah. Get married before the fall semester starts.
I'll be on sabbatical year.
Excuse me?
I should officiate at your wedding.
Oh, sure. Thank you.
Professor Jang, this is for you.
Congratulations.
Oh, a flower bouquet?
I am a flower myself.
Sorry for the bad joke.
I called you in to entrust the care of Jaejoon.
This is an unpopular major but he is a good timber.
You can't do this job without a sense of duty.
So the support of a wife is vital.
As I've watched you, you are different from girls nowadays.
I think he's got the right woman.
That's right.
If he changes his mind...
...to practice plastic surgery after money,
...dunk on him, okay?
Yes, I'll keep that in mind.
Here we are. I think he is in.
Yura, give him a good impression.
He is very fastidious.
We will employ him as an adviser.
Don't do anything that will buy his disapproval.
Okay, Mom.
Mom, I have a terrible stomachache.
Need to go to the restroom.
Hey. What's wrong with you?
A severe stomach all of a sudden?
This is important. Go later.
Let's go in, honey.
Mom, please. I feel like I'm going to die.
Did you come to see Professor Jang?
Yes.
I'm sorry but he is with visitors now.
Is he?
What do we do? Wait?
No. The party starts soon.
Let's greet him at the Faculty House.
Let's go.
Aren't you coming?
Huh?
Okay.
I need my cell phone to reach him.
I'm going nuts!
Grandmother, Changsoo, take a look.
Huh?
Who is she? She's pretty.
Looks pleasantly plump.
Yeah. She's my type.
I knew it. I'll set you up with her if you let me.
Really? How I've looked forward to this!
I've waited for this every day while going on a diet.
Do you see my craned-neck?
Thank you, sweetie.
I've wished to see him marry in my lifetime.
By the way, what does she do?
She is the AD of my show.
Affable and meticulous. You'll like her.
That's not important.
I'll be grateful if only she marries him. Thank you.
You are better than Heera.
This is why we like you.
We are on your side. Just win Heera's favor, okay?
Yes.
Okay, I will.
Good. You're so adorable.
She's really pretty.
She is, huh?
I made vegetable pancake. Please try some.
-Thanks. -Looks delicious!
Sweetie, did you just retch?
Yes. I feel sick at the stomach for a few days.
Mom, like in dramas, isn't that a sign of pregnancy?
Yeah, right!
I'm proud of you. You did a good job!
That's as maybe. I might have an upset stomach.
No. I'm sure. I had a strange dream and woke up last night.
Now I think it was a conception dream.
A very big tiger snapped at you.
Really? Then it must be a boy.
Wow, what a happy occasion!
What makes you so happy?
Hi, Father. Hi, Mother.
You are home early.
Taesoo, congrats!
You are going to be a grandfather.
Lena is pregnant.
Is it true?
I'm not sure yet. I just felt nauseous.
No doubt about it!
Mom had a conception dream and Lena kept retching.
Really?
Congrats, sweetie. I'm proud of you.
Call Minjoon to be home early. Let's celebrate it together.
This is a happy occasion.
We're going to hear a baby crying in 30 years.
Then I'll go prepare dinner.
No, no. Don't even lift a hand.
You need absolute rest in the early stage of pregnancy.
Just upstairs and get rest.
Yes, go to your room and lie down.
If you need anything, ask me.
I think Minjoon is blessed with a wife.
I was worried they might be too old to have baby,
...but she got pregnant.
She's a blessing to our family.
That's as maybe. She didn't receive definite diagnosis.
She is discreet. I'm sure of it.
The board will be glad about the good news.
I can speed up Minjoon's succession, right?
Yes. We'll have one happy event after another.
Everything Lena does these days pleases me.
She even cared about Jaejoon a few days ago.
Jaejoon? What did she say?
She asked me to show concern and hurry on his marriage.
Why did she say that?
Guess she spoke for you since you don't push ahead with it.
She asked me to let him marry someone he loves.
So what did you answer?
Nothing special.
I said I'll get him married to Yura soon.
Good. That's what I'm thinking.
Please. Please.
Two lines.
I really got pregnant.
How can this blessing come to me?
Can't believe this.
Honey? Where are you?
At work.
Father told me to be home early to celebrate something.
What is it?
I'll let you know if you bring me sweets.
What do you want to eat?
Blueberry chiffon cake with whipped cream.
That's unusual.
You never eat fattening food.
Okay. I'll bring it to you right away.
They say happy mortals buy cake Saturday afternoon.
Are you happy?
Absolutely.
I must be the happiest man in the world.
Why?
Because I live with the most beautiful woman in the world.
What a glib talker.
Stop flattering and come home quickly. I miss you.
Okay. I love you.
Me too.
We need to talk. Come down to my study.
I'm a bit tired and need rest.
Let's talk here.
What?
I don't know what this is about...
...but please refrain from harsh words.
There's another listener.
Another listener?
Don't you think you count your chickens too early?
Mother, let's stop fighting.
Nothing will come out of my past you are prying into.
Even if you find something, it's too late.
I'm pregnant with Minjoon's child.
Who could harm me now?
Yeah? Where do you get that confidence?
Do you think it can cover all your past?
Far from it.
If you think so, you underrated your lousy past.
Lousy past?
Unless you are going to create a non-existent child,
...please stop here when I offer the olive branch.
I really want to get along well with you.
Then why did you make an issue of Jaejoon?
Why did you poke your nose into his marriage?
You asked Taesoo...
...to let Jaejoon marry someone he loves.
Did you mean...
...Yura is a marriage partner of convenience...
...so we'd better pair him off with someone else?
Well, you know better if it's marriage of convenience.
You think I don't know the malice in your heart?
To deprive Jaejoon of a chance of succession,
...aren't you up to cut off his relationship with Myongjin?
You are going too far.
Although you hate me, you shouldn't twist my sincerity.
Since Jaejoon studies hard,
...I thought he might need a supportive wife.
Marriage of convenience?
I mentioned about it since I've learned something.
You're learned something?
What's the use of having enormous wealth?
If your wife can't see your heart and is double-faced,
...you'll feel lonely?
I really wish Jaejoon a happy life with his love.
Look how happily I live.
You are impudent beyond comparison.
I don't know whom your remark was intended for,
...but mark my word.
Your getting on my nerves will cost you dear.
Cost me dear?
Mother, can't you still grasp the situation?
Look who's talking.
You'll see.
You might think you've held a grip on Minjoon's heart,
...but nothing lasts forever.
Will he stay with you even after you are unmasked?
Just wait. To prove it,
...I will bring your first child by all means.
It's me. Any progress?
Don't you know me?
I'll report my finding soon, so just wait.
When on earth is your 'soon?'
It'll be useless to find the child if it's too late.
Find her before it's too late.
Gosh.
I even came to my hometown to trace her.
Trust me and wait.
Yeah, certainly I will find.
The haves are really impatient.
They are all talk and no do.
Let's see. Where is...
Hello.
May I help you find something?
Looking for a present for someone?
Can't you recognize me?
Who are you?
The thug?
Thug?
It's good to be back to get the recognition.
What brings you here?
Jiyoung,
...weren't you best friends with Eunhye?
Eunhye?
What's with her?
Haven't you heard from her?
No.
She ran away from the orphanage ahead of the graduation.
She hasn't called me since then.
I don't know anything.
You don't?
No.
You know what?
I have to go pick up my kid from school.
So you mean, 'Bug off?'
Alright.
Tell me...
...what you know about Eunhye.
Why do you still keep this? Show it to Esol.
I did.
What did she say?
The woman in this picture is the same as young Lena Jeong?
She didn't even take a look,
...saying I'm the only mom to her...
...so she didn't need to see it.
It's worthwhile having raised her.
Please burn this picture.
Now I'm done with Dr. Seo,
...and this only makes me feel uneasy.
No.
I'm sure it's her.
She looks just like Lena Jeong.
Is there anything you need my help with?
Why did you come? You must be tired from work.
I am off from today.
Get rest. I'll do it.
Dongu, aren't you good at Internet research?
Get me an old picture of Esol's boss.
Lena Jeong?
Yes.
Congratulations.
Go in.
Thank you. Thank you.
Look who's here!
Glad to see you! Have you been well?
Thank you. Thank you.
Why are you standing out here?
I have to show in the guest so go in first.
No. I feel more comfortable here.
Go do your job.
Okay. Let's go in together when it starts.
Don't mind me. Just go.
-Long time no see. -Oh, how are you?
Please go in.
There are more people here than I expected.
Make sure to impress him.
We need his support to set up...
...the Reconstructive Surgery Div. in the Qingdao Hospital.
Why yes. By the way, do you still have a stomachache?
Huh?
Yes.
Mom, I can't hold it anymore.
I really need to go to the restroom.
What a bad timing.
Be fast!
Let's go.
Excuse me. Do you have a cell phone?
It's urgent. Let me make just one call with your phone.
-I'll see you later. -Yes.
Professor Jang, How are you?
Look who's here. Hi, Inchol!
Hi, Professor Jang.
You've hardly showed yourselves busy in making money.
What a surprise.
Oh. We came to discuss something, so don't hate us.
What is it?
You know Fellow Dr. Park, right?
Jaejoon Park?
Somebody keeps calling. Who is it?
Yes, this is Jaejoon's cell phone.
My guess was right. Where are you?
Yura?
I am at Jaejoon's school for an event.
I'm waiting for him at the Faculty House.
Oh my god.
Come to the ladies' room right now.
Sorry? Now? Why...
If you want to live, get out of there right now.
Hurry up!
Why? Does he have any problem?
No, it's not that. Actually, he is my daughter's fiance.
Really? I didn't know that.
The tall, pretty young lady. You raised her well.
Have you met my daughter?
Yes. I met her a few times.
Really?
Then why did she pretend as if she hadn't seen him before?
I know.
Anyways, thank you for thinking highly of her.
We'd like you to officiate at their wedding...
...and give us help regarding a hospital.
Really? Let's meet in my office after the party.
Yes. We'll see you later.
Yes. Thank you. Go in.
It's strange.
Yura said she hadn't met him before.
She's scatterbrained.
Maybe she forgot because I gave her a shock recently.
Then do it right. Let's go in.
Okay.
Wait.
Esol?
What is she doing here?
Honey, aren't you coming?
Go in first.
I'm sure she went this way.
Where's she gone?
Yura, why...
Did you run into my parents?
Are they here?
They came to see Jaejoon's academic advisor...
...to discuss something.
What should I do?
Let's go. We must get out of here first.
I'm sorry to put you in trouble because of me.
Then live happily with Jaejoon.
Yura.
I have a thick head.
I hate complicated things so I try to think positively.
I always envied girls having a sister.
Although we are half sisters,
...you are not bad as my sister. I take it positive.
Don't you hate me?
Nothing changes even though I hate you.
But if you dump Jaejoon, I will hate you.
Let's go, Sis.
Giving me goose bumps.
This is no time for us to do this.
Hurry, let's get out of here.
My mom is coming. What do we do?
Let's hide.
Geez.
Not here either?
I think it was Esol.
[Esol Kang]
The person you have dialed is not available.
Aren't you in there, Esol?
I need to know why you are here.
Come out.
You think I don't know you ran off?
I will wait until you come out.
Yura.
Mom, when I have a pain in the stomach,
...are you neurotic about Esol? Why looking for her here?
Was it you? Were you in there?
I told you, I got a stomachache.
Let's go. The party will start now.
Wait.
Let's go. We're late.
I think I heard a vibrating sound.
What vibrating sound? Let's go.
The soup tastes clean. Superb.
Thank you for taking the trouble to prepare dinner.
Right. I've never had such wonderful flake noodles.
What have I here?
Shrimp, clams, abalone, meatballs...
This is a royal meal.
Lena is really amazing.
They say a wife good at cooking is never deserted.
I think you will be loved by Minjoon a long long time.
What is more, she's brought him a big present.
Treat her like a queen.
Mom, don't make a fuss.
She didn't receive definite diagnosis yet.
Sweetie, let's go to the doctor with me tomorrow.
It's okay.
Don't bother. I can go to the hospital by myself.
Hospital? Are you sick anywhere?
Sick?
Didn't you tell him yet?
No, not yet.
What is it?
Hey, she set the world on fire.
Set the world on fire? What do you mean? What is it?
Tell him.
Let me see him smile big.
Father, it's nothing to boast about.
Yes, it's something to be proud of.
It is the most blessed time of a woman's life.
As for me, even in cold winter, I asked for sour apricots.
Right. Those women want sour food.
Sour food? Then are you...?
I can be sure of it after seeing a doctor.
That's for sure. You did a testing.
Right. Lena has baby.
Really?
Thank you.
Are you happy to become a father? You're going to cry.
Yes, I am happy.
Yeah? How much?
To the moon and back.
Taesoo, let's toast to their baby.
Shall we?
To the first grandchild to be born!
Cheers!
It's good.
You want to know about Eunhye?
Yes. I heard from Jiyoung...
...that Eunhye kept in touch with you only.
What did you hear from her?
Why do you ask around about Eunhye?
Actually, it's for my mom.
She's the Director of the orphanage Eunhye grew up.
She's in critical condition...
...and wants to see Eunhye.
So I am trying to find her.
Really? I'm sorry to hear that.
I have a dim memory since it was 20 years ago.
She sent me a letter and that was all.
A letter?
She was a diligent student, so I remember...
...that she asked me to send her some documents for college.
Like the certificate of graduation and transcript.
Wait.
Do you still keep that letter by any chance?
Yes. I don't throw away precious memories.
You are a true teacher now as in the past!
Can you show me that letter?
Here is blueberry chiffon cake you ordered.
I'm full. I'll have it later.
You're already full?
What?
Don't tease me. I'm afraid to become a fatty.
Get up.
I can't imagine you with a big belly.
You can't? I can show you.
Look at me.
I'll become like this in a few months.
Are you that happy?
Yes. I'm so happy.
You didn't bring up having baby,
...so I thought you had no interest in it.
But you wished for it?
It's natural you want to have a baby taking after your love.
Then why didn't you tell me?
I thought both of us are too old to have child.
Unless God gave us one as a gift,
...I didn't want to give you a burden.
How do you feel to become a mother for the first time?
Do you regret having baby at the height of your life?
Frankly, I can't believe it.
To obtain what I want,
...I always had to struggle and go through hell.
I didn't know I could get pregnant so easily.
So, are you happy?
Of course.
I thought I don't deserve to be a mother.
But like you said, it's a gift from God.
I want to live a life of virtue for our child from now on.
I'm sure you can.
You are good enough to become a good mother.
I hope I won't disappoint you again.
I mean it.
Don't borrow trouble.
You'll never disappoint me again, okay?
The board will be glad about the good news.
I can speed up Minjoon's succession, right?
Hello?
Why was it so hard to get hold of you?
I told you. I'm at the publication party for Jaejoon.
Oh, right.
I was so shocked that I forgot it.
Shocked?
Why? Something happened again?
I think somebody up there likes Lena.
What do you mean? Tell me in detail.
Lena got pregnant.
What?
Pregnant? Are you sure?
I checked the tester kit.
No way.
How could she get pregnant so easily at her age?
Isn't it a trick?
I wish it was.
I asked her to go to the doctor with me but she refused.
Do you know any OB you know well?
You can introduce your doctor.
Would she go there? She guards herself against me.
Okay. I'll recommend an OB I know to you.
Since it's great news, 'Jackpot.'
I wish him to grow rapidly, so 'Rapid.'
What if it's a girl?
Love?
Star!
What are you writing down?
Listen and pick what you like the most.
Jackpot, Rapid, Love, Star.
What are those things?
Nicknames for our first grandchild.
It's precious one.
I want to give it a nickname.
It's not certain yet. Don't go too ahead.
Don't spoil the mood.
I'm just worried about Lena.
If she isn't pregnant, she'll be disappointed.
Can it be possible?
One in ten thousand.
So she needs to see a doctor tomorrow.
This is the most excellent OB-GYN in Seoul.
If you make an appointment for her, she'll be glad.
You looked gloomy at the dinner table,
...so I was worried you might be upset about Jaejoon.
You sure are thoughtful.
Okay. I'll make an appointment for Lena.
What's with him?
Youngu, how was your school today?
Eunsol, I think my dad is very sick.
Why?
He bought this book the day before yesterday.
What is Dementia?
I think he bought this to be more health-conscious.
No. Look.
He bought the same book yesterday.
Then is he...
See what I mean? He must be sick, right?
Hi, Youngu!
Dad.
What date is it today?
Today? Well.
Is it eight or nine?
I have a senior moment.
Eunsol.
What is your home phone number?
Home phone number? 3387...3378...87?
Dad!
What's wrong?
Don't forget me.
I am Youngu Hur, your son.
Dad!
What's wrong with him?
He bought two of the same books.
Let me see?
What Is Dementia?
Dork. I don't have dementia.
I found the book readable so I bought another for Yangsoon.
Really? Then you should've told me earlier.
What a good son.
Oh, right. Father.
The picture you asked for.
Our parents live their own lives and so do we.
Whoever your parents are, your life is yours.
So don't be hurt anymore.
Nothing has changed about you.
Seems it's running late.
Thank you for your help today.
Thank you too.
I'll put things in order. You may leave first.
Then I'll see off the guests.
Jaejoon.
Why did you come out so late? I waited with a craned neck.
Yura. What brings you here?
You look so laid-back when Esol is on pins of needles.
She's in a tinderbox.
What are you talking about?
My parents are meeting Professor Jang...
...as your parents-in-law-to-be.
What?
Then where's Esol?
She's cowed so I hid her in a safe place.
Where is she? Where the heck is she?
Isn't it obvious?
He's dead gone on her.
Come with me!
You're building a hospital in Qingdao?
Yes. It's a big hospital with 200 beds.
We're going to establish the Reconstructive Surgery Div.
...and we'd like to have you as adviser.
That's surprising.
I heard you rake money in from Chinese clients.
But you're going to do an unlucrative business?
Narrow gathered, widely spent.
We want to run the hospital meaningfully, so please help.
I don't know your intentions, but you don't need me.
Instead, I will train Jaejoon well and send him.
So work with him.
Dr. Jang.
I'm unwilling to do that, but it's for your daughter.
You raised her so well!
Is she in your favor?
Yeah. She raised Jaejoon up from a weakling.
She takes care of him great...
...and stays with him when he has a tough job.
She's a hotsy cook, right?
Cook?
Did she say she's a cook?
No? That's what I heard.
No. She took a cooking class, but she isn't a cook.
Really?
Anyways, she is his emotional prop.
Her picture is put up in his office.
I will support him for her, so do good things.
Thank you.
I'll look forward to a lot of your help.
Why is the medical college so far?
Go slowly! Esol won't go anywhere!
It's not good at all to have a sister!
What a relief.
He puts confidence in Jaejoon.
Seems Jaejoon got over his panic disorder.
In fact, I felt leery about it.
By the way, when did Yura assist him so well?
That misogynic guy didn't stop praising her.
Honey.
Didn't she say she had never met Professor Jang?
Maybe she was mistaken.
She can't be mistaken about it.
It seems she's been here not just once or twice.
She can't be mistaken.
She's doesn't have dementia.
Right. It's strange.
And her job is a cook?
Be quiet. I need to think.
She is his emotional prop.
Her picture is put up in his office.
On what floor are Fellow's Offices?
Eighth. Why?
I need to check something. Take the lead.
Wait!
I'd better take the stairs. Come up in the elevator.
This is nuts.
What did I do wrong to suffer this!
Jaejoon, I'm leaving after a wait.
Guess you heard it from Yura.
Somehow I feel bitter about our secret love.
Jaejoon, Jaejoon...
Can't go any further.
I can't go any farther. I can't
Why are we here?
You want to see Jaejoon?
[Reconstructive Surgery Park Jaejoon]
I told you I need to check something.
So what is it?
Just be quiet.
Esol.
What are you doing here?
How come you are here?
You really don't know?
The answer is there.
Then...are you seeing him?
'Somehow I feel bitter about our secret love?'
So you know it.
Esol, lift your head.
Lift your head.
Now!
Honey!
What's wrong with you?
Stay back!
If you speak for her, I'll divorce you.
Do you know why you got slapped?
The first reason is, as written here,
...your secret, unhonorable love.
Another reason?
Just like your birth mother, you're a gold digger...
...trying to hook a rich guy even though he's engaged!
It was the price for your filthy blood!
Let me ask one thing.
What's your ulterior motive?
You were over with him.
Why did you take it to this far?
Since your rich father rejected you,
...you got bent on taking revenge on our family?
So you hit on Jaejoon?
Honey, please stop...
Answer!
What's your dirty intention?
For revenge or what?
I will answer since you ask.
Revenge?
You take revenge when your trust is betrayed, right?
But I haven't had any trust in this man.
He hasn't earned my trust even once.
And did you say filthy blood?
Yes, you're right.
I was an unwanted child.
But is my blood just from my mom?
He gave me his blood too.
If I could, I would want to...
...squeeze the blood out of my body to the last drop.
What?
You hate to get involved with me like this? Same here.
So for you and for Yura,
...I tried to break up with him several times.
But I couldn't. And here I am.
Why can't you break up with him?
Why can't you?
Tell me.
Why can you finish with Jaejoon?
Tell me why!
I love him.
I love Jaejoon.
What?
So you'd rather die than finish with him?
You unashamed...
Wench! You are hell-bent?
Sue me or what?
Who do you think you are to ruin Yura's life?
Who the heck are you to ruin her life?
Honey, stop! Calm down!
Honey, please!
What the heck are you doing?
Mom, stop! She isn't to blame!
Let go of me.
Let go!
I'll see her in hell today.
Don't stop me. Don't.
Let go of my hand.
Let go!
Listen to me first.
Esol is my woman.
If you mistreat her one more time,
I won't sit back.
What can you do then?
I will tell my family about her relationship with Dr. Seo.
Can't you imagine its aftermath?
Fine.
Of course your engagement will be broken off.
But do you think you can marry her?
Will your father approve of your marriage?
I don't need my parents' approval.
Because it's a marriage between two of us.
Let's go.
We don't need to be here any longer.
Honey, are you okay?
Get off of me.
Get off!
Let me see.
Are you okay?
What did you mean by that...
...you don't need your parents' approval?
I've made up my mind.
Even if my parents oppose our marriage,
I won't give you up.
What about your mother?
She's lived for you all her life.
So how could you...
No matter how much she loves me,
if her means are wrong I shouldn't follow.
I am not who I used to be.
I'm not her puppet anymore.
She might not understand us,
...but if we live happily,
...she will forgive us.
Do you know what I'm afraid of the most now?
Your running away from me.
We'll face lots of difficulties,
...but trust me and come along with me.
Can you?
Answer me. Can you?
I believe you'll stay by my side to the end.
Right?
Don't you get car sick?
I'm okay.
Really? Hold on.
Oh. Salut d'Amour?
It's good for prenatal education.
I will play it all the time for Hope.
Hope?
Father gave our baby the nickname.
You've made up for the filial duties I couldn't do.
Even making an appointment for you, he's really happy.
I'm worried since everybody's so excited.
What if I'm not pregnant?
That's impossible.
Let's go, Hope's mother, to see the baby.
Doctor, am I really pregnant?
Is the baby healthy?
Just a second.
Where are you, baby?
Wait.
It's strange.
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Can a leopard change his spots?
Guess she hooked a dense doctor with her comely features.
His fiancee is my daughter, Yura Seo!
Are you telling me to tread in your step?
Let's tell both families and break through it.
I will protect Esol no matter what. So please...
We need to see the blood test result but...
...it's quite probable she isn't pregnant.
I just found the child's dad and made an appointment.
Now that we found the child's dad, a trap for Lena is set.
Is it true you had a baby and abandoned it at around 20?